As I sit here wide awake & think Im starting to realize that me & you had a really bad childhood , well , they weren’t that bad , but they weren’t that
good . 😔
I started thinking that maybe my brother brought us together that night in November to fix each other , by falling completely in love with each other . ❤️
If my brother planned this why did we break up so many times & what not ?
Maybe because he didn’t want our relationship to be perfect . So we had our ups & downs .. Just like our childhood ..
You told me about your mom & I told you about my mom ..
I told you about the ups & the downs & you told me about the ups & the downs .
We cried to each other .
& we cried with each other .
Like recently , when you broke down to me about your mom & why you did what you did to be put in the hospital broke me completely 😔
If broke me because I wish I could’ve been there to change all that , but I wasn’t & it happened & I’m just SO thankful you’re here today ❤️ Because like I broke down to you & I told you that you make me feel safe . I truly do need you desirae . ❤️
It kinda all just makes sense to me now .
Two broken souls brought together to fall completely in love with one another ? 💜
That could be .
But whatever the reason I’m surely glad I went to that football game 🏈✨ because I use to say things like ” I hate my life ” & what not , but now that I think about it .
I had to go through every hard time to get to you , so I wouldn’t change anything about my life because for once I can actually have a real smile on my face & honestly say “
I love my life , because my amazing girlfriend Desirae Autumn Alvarez . ” 💗
✨ Life finally makes sense because I met my dream girl . LITERALLY MY DREAM
GIRL ! ✨