Our relationship is not perfect.
We’ve gone through the worse,
but what relationship hasn’t?.
All that really matters is I stayed by her side through it all & she stayed by my side through it all.
We got through it all TOGETHER.
I’ve never been so in love with someone the way I’m in love with her & I wouldn’t imagine being with anyone but her.
She’s my bestfriend.
She’s my lover.
She’s always there when I need her.
When I’m crying.
Who’s there to whip away the tears & tell me “everything’s going to be okay”?.
She is.
She always tell me it’s going to be okay.
Who’s there to be cute & crazy with?.
She is.
She’s seriously the best girlfriend ever & I don’t care what anyone says.
They don’t know her like I do.
I would like to thank her for not only being my girlfriend, but my bestfriend & I don’t know how she deals with my attitude & annoying ass,
but she does & it means a lot.
She’s never been the one to give up on me & I hope she never does.

Iloveyou Desirae Autumn Alvarez.❤️

#6 #months

Our relationship is not perfect.
We’ve gone through the worse,
but what relationship hasn’t?.
All that really matters is I stayed by her side through it all & she stayed by my side through it all.
We got through it all TOGETHER.
I’ve never been so in love with someone the way I’m in love with her & I wouldn’t imagine being with anyone but her.
She’s my bestfriend.
She’s my lover.
She’s always there when I need her.
When I’m crying.
Who’s there to whip away the tears & tell me “everything’s going to be okay”?.
She is.
She always tell me it’s going to be okay.
Who’s there to be cute & crazy with?.
She is.
She’s seriously the best girlfriend ever & I don’t care what anyone says.
They don’t know her like I do.
I would like to thank her for not only being my girlfriend, but my bestfriend & I don’t know how she deals with my attitude & annoying ass,
but she does & it means a lot.
She’s never been the one to give up on me & I hope she never does.

Iloveyou Desirae Autumn Alvarez.❤️

#6 #months

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What broke my insecurity she’ll?.

Lipstick broke my insecurity shell, because all the different color lipsticks that I wear didn’t only make me feel better about myself,
but made me feel safe,
because I felt like if I have lipstick on.
Didn’t matter what color.
No one can destroy me.💋

Be brave.⭐️

I just want everyone to be happy, because I don’t like when people cry.
Or when people are hurt.

So what if I’ve been hurt & cried so much before I fell asleep.
SO WHAT.
I learned to pick my head up & smile & find my own happiness.

I learned to be brave & fight every battle.

So do me a favor & be brave & fight the battles.

Sometimes…

Sometimes when I look into your eyes I feel like you’re hurt..
I feel it,because I use to look at you that way..
I get scared,because if you’re hurt I would die..

Sometimes my tears run down like razorblades at the thought of you hurting & you not telling me..


Sometimes I get afraid that all the words you thought you would never say will come out…

&…

I’ll fall apart…